Hey all. Took a while but now I'm back online. Swear to God takes so long to set up internet. My DVD collection has increased massively these past 4 weeks to keep myself occupied.
So I've moved into my own apartment [pictures are up], and I've turned 21, the only thing to look forward to now are the menopause. Still, my 21st was better than my 20th, as my 20th was spent in the psychiatric unit. It was nothing special really, just had some friends and family over. I saw it more as a house warming, it didn't really feel like my birthday. But really, I'm only getting older now. The next big one is 30. Where would I want to be then? Not working! Haha. No, I'll be working, not sure what in though, still haven't figured out what I want to do yet. Ok, working in a job of my choice, maybe have found a none-clingy partner to have laughs with, still have my good friends, oh and no more relapses of mental illness.
Hmm, I got accepted in this therapy thing, I'm not fussed. I'm treating it as a social event. One where I can't smoke as often as I'd like. -_-' I've gone fully on the rollies. Hand rolling since the rolling machine was wank. And the postal people are on strike again, I've only had junk mail this week. It goes straight in the bin. The media still tries to brainwash me even though I don't watch TV or read magazines. Arseholes. I say, I'm doing my bit toward global warming. - sits there smoking a cigarette while letting other harmful substances leek into the atmosphere - Yup, I'm a real saint.
I have cooked a few meals, mostly I haven't been bothered yet, also I'm going to go on a diet soon, and start bike riding with my cousin, my bikes gone for repairs til next Thursday. I'm going to build up some strength in my arms and legs too. The bathroom is great, I can step out of the bath without feeling instantly dirty again, I can get in the bath without feeling instantly dirty XD It's quiet where I live now, considering it's near what I thought was a main road, I like the quiet though. I don't like hearing traffic or people walking past. I feel relaxed. It has been a bit lonely, but hey, isn't life? It's definitely 100 % better than living with those 2 cunts. I don't want to live with anyone again, Actually I wouldn't mind living with Damon, we'd have a good laugh.
I don't want to live with other women again, I don't know what was in my head last year when I moved into Mind, I hadn't lived with a woman since mum moved out at 13, so how did I think I could ever live with them again?
Anyway, going to go and check all my other mail, offend a few people, I've been getting withdrawal symptoms. I usually offend someone via the internet once a day, I'd offend people in real life if I met more people. But alas, I don't, so offending people over the internet will have to do.
-Julia